Update:

I'm not sure why but this year I feel much more confident and focused.

Maybe it's because it's the first week and my motivation will wear off. But, I don't know.

I don't feel like it's that way. 

I'm participating more in class and in extra-curricular activities... I'm motivated to do well for College.

Mainly because it feels so close and I'm feeling the pressure and I know I will regret not participating more outside of class when it comes to applying for college. 

A lot of people tell me I'm too optimist or idealist for thinking (or rather hoping) everything will go according to my plan... But I can't help it. I've always been this way! 

It comes naturally and I'm thankful for that. 

Anyway, this was a boring update. Sorry about that. Nothing much have been happening at all except school and my constant drowsiness. 

I'm going to make an actual post about something soon, I promise! I'm just lacking creativity about to write about! 

Feel free to message me or comment about what should I write about next! Maybe you need advice or something! 

xoxo,

- Merzy