How does being chronically ill make you feel?
I know I come across as strong and sure of myself because that's how I want you all to perceive me, and I am sometimes like that. But being in pain is never fun. Sometimes all you want to do is just lie there. And that's okay. You don't always have to be strong.
Being chronically ill makes me feel so many things to be honest. I feel the whole spectrum of emotions.
Sometimes I am glad that I am ill because if I wasn't I wouldn't know myself as well as I do now and I wouldn't have learned as much as I did. But also, I feel like it's all unfair and all I want is for it to go away. And sometimes I don't want it to go away at all.
It's very confusing. So, I honestly don't know how I feel about it.
xoxo,
- Merzy
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